nervous

tomorow i am expected to dive infront of who knows how many people. i'm nervous and i don't want to go to practice today so i can't go to the meet. i have been messing up all my dives because i'm so nervous. i don't know what i'm going to do when i'm up there infront of my friends and family plus who ever desides to go...it's really getting to me. i was really excited to dive infront of everyone, but now that i am i don't even wanna go see the other divers. ya i don't know what i'm going to do but i'm sure i'll think of something.